What you are teaching me

Sheru and Dolby came to teach me love, devotion ... bhakti. It is because of their love that I was able to love You, Father.

Today, these pups and their mother are here to teach me service. How to serve others. The desire in me to serve You, O God, is so strong it is eating me alive. All i want is to work as per your will. I have nothing left in me. I promise You, Mother, Universe, take my will away, so you can work through this body. I have nothing to lose now but the things that hold me back from being completely your loving servant. I am only blocking what needs to express itself. Let this "I" go so this body can be free. I am tired of holding back.

The mind talks big about bhakti and service but eventually holds the Being back. You can take it away, Lord. It is a blessing to serve your children, Father, Mother, the hugest blessing imaginable. That blessing is already mine. The ecstasy of serving you is already mine. Let these barriers go so i can be Yours completely. I have eaten enough, enjoyed enough, now let me serve You wholly, without hinderance, without these chains binding me.

O Universe, I love you so much, i just cannot tell you. I cannot contain it any longer, you are too dear. If only i could embrace you, if only i could kiss your feet.

I feel so connected to other beings, so a part of You. I need to drown in You O Lord, I cannot exist outside the water. My separate existence is suffocating me.