I feel complete

I took you there to get your bandages redone today. We had to wait quite a bit. I sat on a bench with you on my lap. Sitting there i was looking down at you, and you were looking here and there. I was wondering what you were looking at and what you were thinking. I was talking to you to reassure you. I was touching your ears, they were poking out of the bandages, just looking at them breaks my heart.

But sitting there with you in my lap, I felt complete. For the first time in my life i have felt this way. That there is nothing more. I feel the same with with the other pups and with Mother. We are one family. We are complete. Nothing more needed.

When i was with you, it was like the whole universe was there. The universe was present. How do i put it ? The Universe is experiencing this bond. I have found life in you, i have found the whole world in you all. I now can say i know what it is to live, i know why this universe came about, i have lost myself totally in you little creatures and your mother. She has no idea what a wonderful job she has done in bringing you all into this world. She should be proud but knows not.

I went for a walk in the afternoon, but could not meditate. I was full of emotion, that is at a bursting point. I just cannot stop thinking of you, little one. Day and night my mind revolves around you.