Saturday, February 25, 2012

Male pup adopted yet again

Two or three days ago, a cop adopted the little brown pup. I told him all the issues that the previous adopters had, but he insisted. Later that night, he got a mobike with a colleague and they carried him off. The next day, he got him a Rabies shot, and took the papers of the previous vaccinations.

The previous adopter is talking about taking the 3 pups to his farmhouse far away in Nagaland. I am apprehensive about this, because he let the brown one out when he could not handle him. If he can't handle these two then he will release them there itself... Yet, here there is the danger of cars, and then if they survive that, then of people wanting to poison these stray dogs.

Father, I really need some help here. I need to know what to do. I need guidance from you. I can not help or handle anyone else's life. I can only mess other people's life up. All i know is for my own life, that I must unite with you, i must stay present and stay with the question "Who is suffering this?" "Who is this person?"

This false notion of person has to go this year, this mind has to be destroyed this year.

p.s. I would rather someone here, near Delhi takes the pups to their farmhouse so I can remain in touch with them, and if there is an issue they can come back here.

Monday, February 20, 2012

I need some help here

I need to start releasing the two female pups in a couple of days. They are over 3 months old, although I am still uncertain of their safety on this road. On the other hand, the other problem is that of the guy at 522 who is threatening to call the police and MCD since twice they wandered into his driveway. How can i tell them not to go into driveways, they wander into every one. No one else has said anything, but that guy is threatening.

Please protect the two pups, Father. See if they can go to the 534 gentleman's farmhouse, although he only seems to want a male. The male will easily survive here as he manages to stay calmly on the side of the road and does not run crazily along with the 2 grown-ups.

I am intending to release the black pups in the day time from around 8am to 8pm from the 23rd or 24th. Then by March 1st, if they are still alive, i will totally release them. Even then there is the fear that they will land up in our flat driveway and cause problems with the people on top. So the only solution is that the 534 man takes them to his farmhouse. I will miss them dearly. I can hardly think of being without them.

I was returning to being in presence after several months and now this issue of the irate 522 guy is really disturbing me. I have to get back into enquiry at all costs.

Monday, February 06, 2012

I have looked into your eyes

Beloved ones
I have looked into your eyes, and I know that you are my children, you are mine, you can be nothing other than my very own babies. I touch you, I hold you and I know you are my children.

I cannot tell you how much I love you all. You are the most beloved in this entire universe. I have never loved anything nor will ever be able to, as much as I love you little beloved creatures. I hold your faces to mine and that is most beautiful experience i have ever had. I love to be with you, each moment is cherished deeply.

I take you to the little park where I buried your sister, and while you roll around and play, I sit by you and talk with you and touch you. The male pup that was adopted by one house has been abandoned. He follows me around and responds when i say "Aa ja" (come).

Often I hold your faces and look deep into your eyes, We are one, little ones, we are one being. We will always be one, even after leaving these bodies.

One of you has a white tipped tail. Your toes are also slightly white. The other one has a black tail. The black tail has ears that come straight over the eyes, while the white-tipped one's ears go slightly to the side. Last night, the white tipped one went into 524 and climbed the stairs. Much later she was crying up there as she didn't know how to come down. I came up and brought you down, dear one.

Lord, Father, you must keep these children of mine alive. They are your greatest creation. Your most loving and beloved creation. They must live, Father.