2009-01-12 00:33
Today is your birthday. Actually, its already passed.
Beloved Father,
Now there is nothing in this world that can ever possibly attract me. Nothing
at all has any hold over me.
Let me *now* come to your Feet for ever.
I am done with this body and identity.
You keep smiling at me with intense love, and reminding me that you are my
papa. That I am your son. But when will you call me back. I want an end. The
final end.
"Know and always hold onto the Self.
Disregard the body and the mind.
To identify with them is misery.
Dive deep into the Heart,
the source of being and peace,
and establish yourself there."
Monday, January 12, 2009
Friday, January 02, 2009
2009-01-02
Beloved Father
I can't tell you how much I love You.
How happy I am to be your Son.
No matter what i have to bear or suffer, I will without blinking because, after
all, I am your Son. Even I were crucified, I would not flinch, because I am
Yours and will only return to You after this "life".
Lord, why do you want me to be in this body? Give me a clue ?
Is it just to take your name, to tell everyone that You exist, and that You
love everyone equally and without judgement.
Even though this is but a dream! You want this dream body to tell all these
other dream bodies that You love them.
Where are You, Father, and what are you doing?
How are you able to survive without me? I can't survive without You.
--
Father, why are you in so much pain, in all these millions of lives. Why are
you so lost, beloved gentle soul. Thanks to your grace, I am filling in love
with _every_ living creature, for each living creature is your own child, each
one of them is You and none other.
2009-01-02 23:58
Ok, I have my answer. I am not here for anything, enough of suffering already.
I can't tell you how much I love You.
How happy I am to be your Son.
No matter what i have to bear or suffer, I will without blinking because, after
all, I am your Son. Even I were crucified, I would not flinch, because I am
Yours and will only return to You after this "life".
Lord, why do you want me to be in this body? Give me a clue ?
Is it just to take your name, to tell everyone that You exist, and that You
love everyone equally and without judgement.
Even though this is but a dream! You want this dream body to tell all these
other dream bodies that You love them.
Where are You, Father, and what are you doing?
How are you able to survive without me? I can't survive without You.
--
Father, why are you in so much pain, in all these millions of lives. Why are
you so lost, beloved gentle soul. Thanks to your grace, I am filling in love
with _every_ living creature, for each living creature is your own child, each
one of them is You and none other.
2009-01-02 23:58
Ok, I have my answer. I am not here for anything, enough of suffering already.
