Thanks to you, O Annamalai Swami

Yesterday was Annamalai Swami Day. Thanks to you beloved Swami for loving Bhagavan, and serving him all your life. How fortunate to have lived in our Father's time. How fortunate to have had the opportunity to serve our Father. I can only remember with joy and of course envy --- envy that we are here today in a body looking back at those wonderful days, when our Lord and Father walked this Earth in a physical body.

Today, the only consolation I have is that I am surrounded by your children. All creatures are your beloved children.You clearly exist in all beings. But somehow when i look inside myself, whatever that myself is supposed to be, I don't find You there. There is nothing. Yet in every living creatures eyes, I see you shining.

And yet when I ask people, they do not know that they are your children. They do not feel your love, O Lord, they know not of your existence, O Father. I so wish to tell all the good news of your existence, of your endless love for all beings, but this looks like a secret I will die with.

When will you come ?

Father,
When will you come? I mean really come and unite, when will the separation be finished for ever, when will this "I" thought and identity go.