2009-01-02

Beloved Father

I can't tell you how much I love You.
How happy I am to be your Son.

No matter what i have to bear or suffer, I will without blinking because, after
all, I am your Son. Even I were crucified, I would not flinch, because I am
Yours and will only return to You after this "life".

Lord, why do you want me to be in this body? Give me a clue ?
Is it just to take your name, to tell everyone that You exist, and that You
love everyone equally and without judgement.

Even though this is but a dream! You want this dream body to tell all these
other dream bodies that You love them.

Where are You, Father, and what are you doing?
How are you able to survive without me? I can't survive without You.


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Father, why are you in so much pain, in all these millions of lives. Why are
you so lost, beloved gentle soul. Thanks to your grace, I am filling in love
with _every_ living creature, for each living creature is your own child, each
one of them is You and none other.

2009-01-02 23:58

Ok, I have my answer. I am not here for anything, enough of suffering already.