more noise !!! Being free is ALL that matters

I thought the whole neighbour issue was over and done with mentally, could never take my mind ever again for more than one second, but last night the new episode has really taken over. i was struggling all of last night, and even today defensive measures and occasionally even offensives keep coming up and identifying.

So what is most important for me ? To keep defending this mind body and its positions and to lead a comfortable physical life, or to be established in my real self and be free forever. Is defending this body or some possession, or some mental position so important that i should give up awareness. Does it really matter if some possession is taken, does it matter if i am even ultimately homeless or destitute because i was busy remaining in awareness ? Can i sacrifice final and everlasting peace for some temporary victory over some people who are temporary ?

All this will be gone, including these bodies. These are all created by the mind. The mind is creating an identification with a person and body and then all these compelling situations that have to be fought out and defended. It does not matter if these people insult us, or use us, it does not matter if the body has to suffer some inconveniences or the mind has to bear insults. It does not matter. The truth matters. Escaping the ego and being free of this hypnosis and complete control matters.