Trying to reclaim myself

Life will go on... so will death and pain and suffering. My body, and all these will go. I can do what i can do to help and serve, but ultimately its up to you, Lord, as to what the result is .. who lives, who dies, how long ...

I was listening to Realization of Being (Tolle) last night, it is necessary to reclaim my space, myself, even as i serve others. There is too much suffering anyway, i cannot solve it all. I can do my best, and thank you for giving me an opportunity to love and feel the pain of another and to serve you. It has been an honor, loving Lord. I don't wish to be cold and unfeeling. This body is not mine, and this mind is not me. You can play as you wish to beloved One. Be happy always, Loving Father and Mother, in all your forms.