Am going through another flooding of love from above for some time, some days or more.
What more can one ask for ? What greater gift can God give us, the creator, than His love and love for Him ?
It is a matter of such shame to stand up and "I" now and then, to compete with You, Father, as the "I"! Such colossal shame!
Save me from this shame, beloved Father, to have my own will, to object to what happens, to mind someone's actions is to oppose Your will, Loving Father.
Even at this stage, after so many years, I still resist You, I still struggle against You, whilst speaking grandly of surrendering to You.
Stifle me, beloved, finish me, or is that opposing You, too.