False self alert !!

2009-05-19 2300

THAT is the last time the false "I" rises here.
Father, may the false "I" never rise again.
May it never take control of me again.

But in doing so, it has totally exposed itself. I know now how dangerous it is, and can be, how it can take complete control over me.
It has made me devoid of love, make me against mankind and this world.

No matter what I do, and how far I progress, it must be totally destroyed. It cannot be allowed to continue, no compromises, no "early deal".

All "my" thoughts, desires, memories, likes, dislikes, hates, problems, issues, feelings of threat, are those of the horrible false self that just reared up. they do not belong to the real me, that is the underlying peace, stillness, the screen.

All these belong to the horrible self that can take me over if given one moment of attention (or inattention).

I am free of this body, mind, person and dream. I am not this limited person.