Let nothing come between us

mahapuja 18-05-09

feeling despair and hopelessness again. Mind trying to take over, mind leaving a stink, trying to "work things out" by itself.

i must not yield to the dream, to the show/projection on the screen of consciousness.

I have to keep my mind on you, Father.

With shame, i watch as the "I" rises and criticizes others, passes sarcastic (mental) remarks about others, makes digs at others. Again and again, it rises taking the dream and its dream role seriously.

Have to remain empty, still, quiet and not let the mind derail me with the thought of despair and hopelessness.

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Lord, what is this "I" that comes between us. Let there be nothing between us.

Are these intruding thoughts really necessary? Important? Must I give them attention, priority over You! Let no thoughts, nothing whatever come between us.