Just an arising

These thoughts, sensations and "I" are just independent arisings. Not "I". Don't worry about it. Just an arising.

What am I looking for ?

What am I waiting for ?

One arising (thought) waiting for all other arisings to stop, so it can think "Aah, no more arisings".

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I am waiting for the "big bang". .....
or to be more silent .... But who wants to be more silent ? WHO is waiting for the big bang?

WHO witnesses the need to be silent and is concerned about it.



Why am I not happy ?


I am beginning to wonder whether the witness/watcher is the mind watching the mind.

But i think i must not try to work this out mentally. I should just go back to the I AM and Who Am I? and not bother about mind and ego etc.