Can't wait any longer

O Father.

I just can't wait any longer. The desperation is huge. How does one balance love for you with silence or self-enquiry ? The love is tearing me apart.

I don't know -- maybe it's the suffering i see around me that's acting like a stake in the heart. Each day, for months I have had only one prayer to you, to deliver all living beings, to end the suffering of all beings, that all beings may be in peace and happy.

It cannot be a few hundred mature ones at a time. It cannot be for a few chosen ones. You have to save all being, the suffering is too intense.