Raja's last day with us

I have been feeding him extra today, there is no amount of food that is satisfying him. He is very restless inside and wants freedom, even my presence is not pacifying. I have become like a parent who can't give his child freedom, and is trying to tie him down while the child is getting rebellious.
Today morning after a feed (bread and milk first at 9:30 followed by rice and curd at 11), i took him out and released him where his mother was. They played a bit then she settled on the side. He went to the construction site and picked up some bones and refused to come out. We had a big fight, he growling away. Finally i picked him up and brought him back with a bone in his mouth. He sat at the gate chewing away. Finally, when he had chewed it, he wanted to go back for more. I placed him back in the yard with him protesting. Gave him another big feed of rice and milk and biscuits, but he was still not satisfied. I sat with him for a long time but he kept whining away.

It pains me to have to keep him tied up, him not knowing how long it will last and wanting desperately to go back to his mother or to the bones and the junk food. Tonight at 10:30 i will take him back to the table under the tree and release him. He is sleeping at the moment, his last nap here. He has woken up and is restless again, biting at his bucket, and will soon be banging on the door.

What a way to end this whole thing, fighting with each other! Now, it is up to You, Mother and Father, it is your grace that has brought him to here. You saved him repeatedly. How would i ever doubt you, how could i ever have lost trust in you.