The desire for liberation

The desire has increased. The suffering i see is too much for me to hope for anything other than to be free of the ego-world. It could be grace from Amma's darshan on the 17th.

Since the 21st, there's a lot of silence, and i am enjoying being. I don't want to run away from practice, i don't wish to do anything other than to sit silently in Being -- much like Sri Nisargadatta said he used to enjoy sitting in the I-am. Sometimes, it can be noisy, yesterday there was some noise, it is important then to ask "who is having these thoughts?" or "who is perceiving this?".

May all being be in peace, may all beings be happy and free of suffering. May all beings be liberated. Thanks to all those who are helping out, and extending their grace, to those forces pushing me in, or pulling me in to what is real.