Thursday, March 10, 2011

Raja wants to move back

Raja is coming to the doorstep and just parking himself there. That's a danger because of the other flat owners who are against dogs or who will use this as an issue to trouble us.

But the biggest problem is that this is another thing the ego has created to keep me identified and fighting. It is safer for Raja to be sitting outside our house or on this street. But that means he will keep entering our house or (common) front-yard. As far as I know, his being back on the next street with fast traffic is a risk.

Will i be able to move him back even? So my faith in God is again faltering, i am again trying to protect him. If he does keep coming in, what is the maximum that the others here can do? Harass me ? Shoo him out? Harm him?

What if I do nothing, if I keep quiet when they talk?

I cannot keep pondering this, i must enquire into who is bothered, i must surrender this to the Self. I must not let the ego win, it will not stop creating situations to trap me. i must break out of this mind/ego created world.