I want to talk with You

Beloved Father,

I wanted to have a word with you. But i just realized that I really have nothing to say. I just want to sit silently and look into Your eyes and hear from you.

Actually, I have looked into your loving eyes. And been almost destroyed. My only regret is that i have not been totally destroyed. why is there still this husk moving around ? I am afraid I might look at you once again and still live to talk about it. When will that darshan come which will  finish me for good.

Bless me with what is required to finish this. If surrender is needed give me that strength, if self-enquiry is needed give me the urgency to carry it to fruition, give me the one-mindedness for it. If all it takes is for you to put your foot over me, do so.