Dear Lord,
SE is happening more and more. With eyes open and eyes closed. I spend 3-5 hours with eyes closed in self-awareness. Now I need to cut out inessentials even more, like internet and watching sports on telly. Actually, I don't need to, it is happening on its own.
Enquiry is the most logical thing at this stage, that is all there is, the I-am, and the question: What is this I, where is this I coming from.
I am not afraid.