Remain in awareness

2010-03-27 20:49

Now is the time to remain in awareness, in the Now. Not to let the mind
try to create doubts as to identity. The mind is trying to create a lot of thoughts and pull me back into a story, or to make me doubt whether the awareness is really me, or there should be something vastly greater or grander that is me. Trying to disidentify me from stillness.
Trying to make enquiry a mental process again.

I must silently stay in awareness for a week or 2 more till i spend more and more time effortlessly in awareness before i try enquiring or
questioning. (Till a day or so ago. awareness had almost become second-nature, but now the mind is fighting back!)

Ignore distractions, ignore emotions, other feeling of joy, bliss, love
etc. If they are real, they will remain upon further stillness or
enquiry. No hurry.