Have the last 2 pups returned ?

Those two dear little adorable little ones ... how they bark at me, nibble my feet and come running to me, chase me around ... I really wonder ... could it be the last two who died of distemper and parvo-virus respectively. The color, and the eyes. The eyes look so familiar, or am i just wanting this to be true. One was white with spots and one was completely brown all over. Exactly like these two. The only difference is that those 2 were female and these two are males.

I love them so much, my only worry is that they try to follow me back and that brings them onto the road. So i have to shake them off. I was thinking how blessed I am, so fortunate to be given this love by You, O Lord, O creator. You gifted me with a love that is so beautiful. A love with which I can love so many, I do not have to restrict myself. Wherever I go, there will be many children of yours whom I can love. I only ask that I be able to serve all your children completely, and well. Let there be no holding back. I feel so guilty and awful when I eat, knowing how many are children of Yours are going hungry.