Raja sitting in the sand

It's so unfair. Raja is sitting on the sand dune in front of my house. I am looking at him from my window. He cannot see me in my window. He spends all his time looking at the gate below waiting for me to come out. He lowers his head sleepily for a moment, and then again raises it and looks at the gate.

Sometimes at night too I look at him from my vantage point, most beloved creature, and he can't see me. Some time back it looked like he was looking intently at my window, but then he looked away. Such a huge love affair between me and the two beloved ones. He often spends a lot of time at the gate trying to get in, waiting for someone to open it so he can come in and sleep in some corner. I wish he knew how much i love him and that i cannot take my eyes off his lovely face. Of course both mother and child know how much i love them, but not that i cannot take my eyes off them. Someone just went out of our house. Raja is looking through our gate to our door, to see who emerges. O beloved ones, I am not your master, I am your servant.

How kind this universe has been to give me the two of your, the Universe's greatest gift. (bhogaarati playing on itunes). O God, O universe, make sure i pay my dues to you before i depart, make sure i serve your wonderful creatures completely, leaving nothing, I long to serve you, beloved Mother Earth, beloved, kind, Universe.