Everything hinges on this that You will be there in the end. That when I leave this body, you will be there always and forever. I have abandoned all thoughts, concepts, beliefs, faiths etc as being useless. Nothing has brought me anything but false hopes.
Only in your eyes have I seen love, only in your words the truth.
Will I have to wait another 40 long years for union. What will I possibly do in this body that will be bearable? What can make existence bearing after looking into your eyes? After seeing the flood of your love?
