2006-07-10 12:34 PM
The mind has run its course.
Finally, it has nowhere to go. No recourse. no more illusions.
Finally there is nowhere for me to go, nowhere to run. Is this a cliff, from which there is no turning back, just a plunge into the ocean called You. who cares ?
It is meaningless to try to remember You, or utter "Hare Ramana". You are Here and everywhere so what is there to utter.
Beloved Lord, are You trying to distance yourself from me, are you trying to free me of You ?
Honestly, the only thing i can think of is a little more peace, relief from the inner conversation. Otherwise, bhakti is far superior to mukthi or anything else.
2006-07-10 4:03 PM
Never again will i make the mistake of entertaining desire. To desire is to thrust suffering on oneself. Momentary is the sweetness of the senses, but so poisonous to the mind.