The brown pup is back!

 I am in a bit of a state of shock. Today during my evening walk, a brown dog came up to me near the house and would not leave me. I assumed it was the one whom the 362 lady had saved after an accident and he was visiting our lane again. So I tried to shake him off a lot but he would not leave me. I finally took him back to the place from where the other dog was, but that other dog was there. So i came by the market trying to shake him off, the park, everywhere dogs were chasing him and trying to scare him off. He would not leave me at all. Finally I went around and took him to the park behind our house, again the dogs chased him a lot. I closed the gate on the way to the park and came running back home. Seems he did find his way into our driveway.

Again at night he was there. Our 2 pups and Raja and his mother were also at him. I walked to the Mandir park with my plan in mind, that i would climb over the park fence and thus shake him off. I did that but once again he managed to follow me around and found me inside the park.

Then as i walked back resignedly, it struck me that this is our Brownie (whom i called Laloo) who was adopted and returned several times. As i came back his mother attacked him (as always). Raja as before is quite friendly. The other pups also ganged up on him. He is larger than the pups. He has some kind of a bump on his forehead, maybe hit. Also some large ticks on back (which i took off in the evening), and bunches of small ones. So obviously he has not been taken care of for some time. As before he is rather docile.

So there is no shaking him off now. He is here for good. He is back with us. Please protect him, Father and Mother. See that he is accepted by his family. See that he gets food to eat and has a happy life. I must take off his ticks and show him some love tomorrow. I remember when I gave him off to the policeman, I hugged him and handed him over. Please ensure that he does not come inside the driveway and sit one the stairs or landings as that will put him and us in trouble with the neighbours.

Once again my enquiry is suffering. I am struggling to get back on track. Please help me in establishing myself in the Self.