Thankfully, the heat is over since a couple of days. Mother is walking around now, the leg is better. Same with Raja. Now I am just wondering whether I should get her spayed now, or wait for her to deliver in December and for the pups to grow up, if they survive, that is.
Knowing me, I'll take no decision and there will be pups. How I would love to hold them and feed them, as if they are my own little children. And of course they are. Your children are mine, beloved Mother.
I wish you would guide me, Lord. I am totally lost, although I love the love I feel. I want no more from you. But i need to serve you well. Currently I have no ability to make any decisions, no idea what to do. Let not this life be wasted, Father. Let me serve you well. Let me serve your children well.
The Eternal Light
"Know and always hold onto the Self.
Disregard the body and the mind.
To identify with them is misery.
Dive deep into the Heart,
the source of being and peace,
and establish yourself there."
Disregard the body and the mind.
To identify with them is misery.
Dive deep into the Heart,
the source of being and peace,
and establish yourself there."
Father
Bhagavan is the awareness
Why despair ? Know with certainty by enquiry, that I myself am present as your "I".
-- Father
-- Father
My Bhagavan
Believe nothing because a wise man said it;
Believe nothing because it is generally held;
Believe nothing because it is written;
Believe nothing because it is said to be divine;
Believe nothing because somebody else believes it;
Believe only what you yourself judge to be true
- Gautam Buddha