Thursday, September 15, 2011

God has surpassed himself

It rained heavily again today. The roads were flooded. After the water had abated, i came out to feed you both.
And after feeding you, I touched you and spoke to you both with love telling you that you were the most beloved of all creation. Yes, the ecstasy i feel when i touch you. It surpasses everything i have ever known. To me, God, these two are your finest creation. You have surpassed yourself (is that how they say it).

You have given me the greatest of your creation. They love me and I them. You could not have done better, I could not ask for more, Lord. I just ask that they remain protected. I know you are in them. I know I will outlive them, there will be many many years without them, when i will look back and remember them. Or maybe i will even forget them, knowing how my mind is now. Just like I have forgotten Sheru and Chhota. I can only ask that they do not suffer. And that they come to you after this life. And that we are united after this life. Thank you so much, God, for giving me the highest and the best. I hope I will be able to serve you well in this life, and not use this life for living selfishly or just lazing around.