Everything i say is a lie. It is about the false self. Each time i say "I" it is some fictitious self which speaks, for a fictitious self. I live a lie, i live for a false self, not for what is alive. Not for the awareness, or the I-am, but that false self that has caused so much suffering to myself and others.
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10:44 PM April 12, 2011
whatever i ask You for, what ever i pray to You is the false self, asking for itself, asking for something to perpetuate itself. there is nothing I can ask for, that is the real I's wish or desire. My entire life is that of the false self and its desires and its perpetuation.
Every step, every action, every thought is that of the false self.
This illusion can be so beautiful, so difficult to leave at times. The animals are so so beloved, so endearing. This illusion has totally got me there.
The Eternal Light
"Know and always hold onto the Self.
Disregard the body and the mind.
To identify with them is misery.
Dive deep into the Heart,
the source of being and peace,
and establish yourself there."
Disregard the body and the mind.
To identify with them is misery.
Dive deep into the Heart,
the source of being and peace,
and establish yourself there."
Father
Bhagavan is the awareness
Why despair ? Know with certainty by enquiry, that I myself am present as your "I".
-- Father
-- Father
My Bhagavan
Believe nothing because a wise man said it;
Believe nothing because it is generally held;
Believe nothing because it is written;
Believe nothing because it is said to be divine;
Believe nothing because somebody else believes it;
Believe only what you yourself judge to be true
- Gautam Buddha