But you are nowhere to be found, my little one. I think of you all the time. What did you do to deserve this, dear one? All the joy has been sucked out of me with your loss. You have to be somewhere. Now I don't even know where to look for you.
Lord, help me. Take me to her, or bring her back. Please give me a clue. I am broken. I just cannot believe that I may never see you again, or that you might be dead. My little baby. Where are you?
