Pups mother still in hospital

I had brought he back home, but she licked open her wound, so they decided to keep her another few days, and those days are stretching. They keep adding 2 days, yesterday said another couple of days. The other day I took the pups and had their stitches removed. They removed the mother's stitches too. They wish to keep here there to be on the safe side.

I take some yoghurt for the little ones in the morning, and milk at night. So so so very dear are the two little ones.

I am spending more time with eyes closed being in the I-am or just looking for the 'I'. But nowadays I find a stream of thoughts, mostly spiritual thoughts just being repeated. Maybe it is better to stay in the Now and when thoughts comes to enquire. I am once again getting into this thing of trying to see who is seeing all this, and i think this becomes a mental exercise. Trying to see who is behind all this. It always lands me up getting into an active mind state after a few days.

Lord, Father please help me in enquiry, help me to be liberated so I may serve all creatures without the mind deciding and controlling. May my life be run and decided totally by You.