It is amazing how this world is ... how it can trap me! I am so in love with so much of this world ... the trees, the sunshine, the sunshine falling on the leaves, the greenery .... the animals, the birds, all creatures ... there is such a strong feeling that i am here to serve this universe ... i have no idea whether all this is a mind game to keep me trapped.
Yet, it is so joyous ...i can be so filled with joy at one moment, and then step back for a moment and realize how illusory all this is. Each and every creature right down to the insects are so dear. And yet a moment later anger can rise. I see all creatures as kings, as Your children, O Father, and myself as their servant, here only to serve them, not for myself. But yet, in all this first comes freeing oneself from the mind, from the impostor self.