Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Constant prayer to end suffering

I shall keep looking into your eyes and asking you and praying to You to end all suffering for ever. Let all beings be in peace and joy, free of suffering and misery and pain, Fathers.

There are people dying, people killing others, people killing themselves, people waiting to die, people wanting to die, people struggling to keep alive, ... people in all kinds of misery from which there seems no way out.

Telling them that you exist, that you love all, that all are your beloved children is of no use. That would aggravate them even further.

Lord,  I am in so much pain, that I would do what you ask to see all beings happy and free of suffering. Name your price. Be clear. And if you do not answer, I shall remain in silence, in presence, for that is all I seem to know or be capable of. I am an utter failure in all things related to this world and society, i understand nothing. The only thing I can do, and that too just barely, is to be present. Even that silence is lost when there are ego attacks. But it's all I have, all i can do.

O Father, how beloved You are, how loving you are, the silence is another world altogether, another feeling, another dimension. O Silence, how mysterious you are, when will you claim me ...

May all beings be free of suffering for ever and ever.