what is it, Father, to throw one's burden on You ?

How does one surrender burdens to You ?

So this is your choice -- it is fine. I will not resist. I must accept the feelings and what comes for it is best for me.

I am totally lost, totally gone. I am trying hard to enquire ... I am unable to disidentify with the false "I". .....

I know now the meaninglessness of everything ... In one blow everything is rendered meaningless, barring You, O Father...

For everything, there comes the question, "what is the point of this?" and it is clear that there is no point. ...

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Why do I feed this body everyday ? So i can be separated from You for one more day ?

I may be too distraught to see my awareness at present but even in confusion and darkness, i can always see you as a blazing beacon of love, O Father.