I should thank ML's reminders. The more one does SE, the more one is drawn to it. One's self clearly is seen as "reality" after a week or 2 of practice. The awakening of the mind then is clearly seen as the false world.
And then one chooses reality over the false world. One only wants reality.
Reminds me of what Sri NM's guru told him, ("Believe me, you are the supreme reality ...").
Thank God ! I am out of false practices/sadhana's which did nothing to reveal the real self or expose the false one. Practices that were just mind's clever way of keeping the Self, and You, O Lord away forever. I spend more and more time each day in enquiry, and hope to remove all other activities from my life, spending as much time as possible in reality/self. I have lost desire for all other activities.
Thanks Michael, I read your reminders every day. They are a boon.