Forgive me, beloved

O Father
whose dear Feet my head lies nestled in at all times
Forgive me!

today i took the liberty of complaining about You
to Grandfather Arunachala.
You may hear from Him.

I accused You of stealing my heart and hiding with it
leaving me desolate
for want of Thee

Forgive me beloved
I love Thee too much
I have lost my senses!

The longing is intense
for Thee
for the nectar of Thy eyes
and thy gentle palm
and the soles of Thy feet caressing my crown

I ask you not for my heart back
Beloved Father
I ask you to steal ALL of me
in entirety, leaving nothing.

Lord Supreme
whose name sends gushes of joy thru me
i know your presence, your coming in front of me
will totally kill me.
and i am ready for death without reservation, complete and total and irrevocable death.
i am ready, in fact craving, complete annihilation