Just one last request

2006-10-26 11:59 AM

Lord,
Beloved,
please don't play with us any longer.
Please bring us to Your Feet. The heart and soul longs for you. it cries for You.
Lord, the longing for you is great.
oh, just sweep me away
let me not live complacently without Thee

Claim me fully, take me over, Beloved Lord.

i lie desolate at your feet. a little helpless child, pick me up and hug me.

i am now ready to lose all, to be with You
ready to give up all

all is Yours, Loving Lord,
all was always Yours, so what am i giving up anyway
what am i to lose, ackchly.

Please remove ALL inside and fill it with yourself
even tho' what is there is only You
praps one form for another
one form attached to, as something apart from you

this soul is weary of living without You, O Arunachala Shiva

of imagining there is anything apart from You, of being fooled
...
no more playing with us, O Lord

swallow us whole, before we wither away
no more teasing
we will gaze into Your eyes, and wait. nothing else interests us anymore.
our past is dead, all else is dead
we will just hold you
against our heart
pressed
acquire our hearts, completely, please!
and let us see the world through Your eyes
remake us in any way You need to
do as You wish
we are tired of telling You what we want
just one last request, take it ALL
then no more requests, when nothing is left of us but You
dont refuse this last offering Lord
our body, mind and soul is our last offering to You
it was so compassionate of you, Lord, to give us to each other to join forces and beg you for this claiming
to remove all distractions, and push each other closer to You
to affirm that this, at last, is sanity
the only reality

nothing else compares
so easily and quickly have You brought us so far
from darkness to dawn
with us laughing and crying (or wanting to) and offering every thing we can find at your Feet

would You, now, in this final moment, when we stand exposed, giving all, deprive us of Your Feet ?
will You turn Your face away from your own children
will You walk away
unaffected ?
while we pine for Thee
what are You thinking? what are You waiting for, Ocean of Mercy ?
what karma or samskara separates us from Thy Feet ?
...

2006-10-26 2:26 PM

Lord,
Let these hearts be one
let these souls be one
let everything be one