This dullness is itself Your grace, and Your will. It is itself a meditation. Instead of struggling against it, i must accept it, and relax.
i need to do less of meditation at present, and not stop the surrender process that i loved and kept me happy. i should not intellectualize this too much.
What happens happens. No struggle, no proactive actions. Your love is always there. It is upto me, to abide in You permanently, or not. It is upto me to abide in You, the flawless Brahman.
I resolve never to forget your words, never to for a moment doubt, never to despair. Since You and the Buddha came to me full of love, i recognize that my path is the path of loving You both. I am to cleanse myself through loving you and submerging myself in You.
How can one ever achieve reality by learning some tricks - it has to be by the simplest thing that no one needs to be taught - loving and being loved.
I am sorry to think that You abandoned me after coming to me. How could You, my Father, abandon me. How could You ever take Your eyes off me!
I can't call You (to me) any longer, my Lord, for You are already there, always there.
Now that i have found You, i need nothing else. What "else" is there ?
Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj:
For you singing the praises of God is enough. You need not desire realization, nor take up sadhana.
God's name is all you the food you need, live on it.
Sri Krishna said to Arjuna:
Always think of Me, be devoted to Me, worship Me, and bow to Me. Thus uniting yourself with Me, by setting Me as the supreme goal and the sole refuge, you shall certainly come to Me. (9.34)
Set aside all meritorious deeds and religious rituals, and just surrender completely to My will with firm faith and loving devotion. I shall liberate you from all sins, the bonds of Karma. Do not grieve. (18.66)
RamanaMaharshi
